I cannot believe that it has been over 2 months since I last updated my web page. What the fuck am I thinking??? Any ways I thought I should give an update on my life. Since I last updated I have completed about 75% of the ParadigM DvD â€œLive in
I have been working at another theater company in
I was told recently, â€œYou are lucky. I have trouble being able to talk to people. For some reason, you never have had a problem like that. I really hate you for thatâ€¦ I feel now the reason you do not have problems like that and the reason everyone likes is you have charisma.â€ The funny thing is that it is from a friend that I have not talked to or seen in 4+ years. Do I have charisma? I guess I do. What the fuck does that word mean?
A personal attractiveness that enables you to influence others
A rare personal quality attributed to leaders who arouse fervent popular devotion and enthusiasm.
Personal magnetism or charm: a television news program famed for the charisma of its anchors.
An extraordinary power, such as the ability to perform miracles, granted by the Holy Spirit.
Do I have those powers? I doubt it. I hope that I keep most people happy, but do I really have charisma?
I have finally come to terms with something that happened 5.5 years ago. I will be taking the next steps really soon. This time it is not a joke. I really love her. I will ask her parents again because I asked so long ago. I really miss seeing her everyday. Soon that will not be a problem. I LOVE YOU! You know who you are 😉
I just got a DVR (Digital Video Recorder). Let me tell you that it is the coolest thing ever. I can pause live TV and more. I love it. Super Bowl at my crib!!!