“Closure”

Breathe, trust, bless me and release,
Climb, hard or never be seen.
Closed off, rescue to breathe.
Just bless me.

Two sided time,
Your rebirth can’t hurt,
Branch out behind, the pain.

Closure has come to me myself,
You will never belong to me.
Closure has come to me myself,
You will never belong to me.

Had to to turn, lay down,
Your sting of disease.
Phase you out, should’ve seen this coming.
Go on confusing the soul,
Hold my breath ’til you rupture.

Three days aside,
Your rebirth can’t hurt,
Branch out behind, pride.

Closure has come to me myself,
You will never belong to me.
Closure has come to me myself,
You will never belong to me.

Like a leach,
I hold on as if we belonged,
To some precious pure dream.
Cast off, you’ve seen what’s beneath,
Now fail me.

Forget closure, x4

“Closure” by Chevelle

Andrew

I often “Wonder What’s Next”? Nothing…

“In the beginning it seems that no one
Thinks beyond having fun which is why
You write music in the first place always
Moving, refining, pushing forward the art
That one’s creating, looking to the right
Time to share it, and then the headaches
Of criticism senior advisors unseen people
Above twisting and distorting that which we
Love, and never ending problems with
Money holding you back preventing progress
I thought you only started ’cause it was fun.”

And some people do not even know how bad it is to work fucked up hours all weekend long…

Andrew

Sometimes I wonder why some people stay with what they know best… I know it does not make sense, but I feel what I did was a great idea. Sometimes you just need to take a chance and grab your balls.

Any ways, I should be heading to Eden Prairie, MN to visit Beth, Tom, and Katie. The real reason for the visit is for Katie’s first birthday. I still remember the first time Heather and I went up there… 6 LONG ASS HOURS!!! But in the end, it was worth it. This time Aaron, Mom, Dad, Heather, and I are taking a van up there and hanging out for 3 days. This time… Well, I cannot talk about it yet, but soon…

Soon…

33 to 86 everything finally becomes full circle.

Andrew

As the post states, I went to visit my parents and brother in Kewanee. I ended up drinking, war drivin’, and watching Aaron stick his foot in Joe’s mouth. It was all good times. In a couple of hours, Heather and I are going to pre-marital counseling. This should be interesting. Our luck they will tell us to break up… I am going to have fun doing this shit.

Andrew

I cannot wait until 115am tonight… I will finally get a day off and relax and go do it. My plans for this week include finishing 2 web pages and sitting around the crib. Call or swing by if you are around the area… Who am I kidding… I will go back to Kewanee and drink beer…. Yeah.

Andrew

On Friday, G4 is no more to me. Kevin Rose has left the company to explore better options in the tech world. He is a part from his post:

http://www.kevinrose.com/

“After several weeks of lawyer negotations with G4, they have agreed to release me from my contract. Friday May 27th 2005 marks my last day on the G4 network.

I’m leaving G4 so that I can focus on what I love most, in-depth tech content. Starting with today’s premiere release of our new tech HOW-TO show ’Systm,’ we will begin to build a network of technology television programming from the ground up. While Systm and thebroken will be our two flagship shows, in time, we hope to add more shows to the schedule with former TechTV cast members you all know and love. All episodes will be released free of charge, in a variety of formats (Theora, Xvid, WMV, H.264, PSP), wrapped in RSS (for vidcasting), and liscensed under the Creative Commons. ”

So what does this mean for me… Well, I guess AOTS is going to suck lots of ass. Who would want to see it now? I for one wil stop watching the show now. I hope everyone let’s G4 know how fuckin stupid they are… One day they will fall.

Andrew

Last night, I got to see Chevelle again. As for the concert before, they rocked the house. I was not happy that I did not hear Point #1, but I know I will hear that song at some point. I am so fuckin sore from the show too… It was lots of fun. I hope more people go see the band… I doubt they will ever be HUGE, but I can always hope. They really fuckin rock the house!!!

Andrew

So why would I say the words; “FUCK STAR WAR”? It is hard to explain, but many idiots come out to the theater. I do like it when the fans dress up in a ‘good’ outfit. I do like the costumes though… They are kewl. I guess we had a person come in an outfit that showed her body off… Wow… wow… I was told about the really kewl Darth Vader, but that is about it.

I hate the patrons that come in and are pissed that the 7:00 show sold out and they do not want to wait the 30 minutes to see the next showing. I had one jackass throw a fuckin fit about it. I wish I could be as kewl as he is… What a loser… I will say that there are a lot of really nice patrons though. I love those peeps. I wish everyone was as kewl as the fan boys. We actually had 3 guys buy tickets for the entire day. Everything would have been fine, but the power went out at 1:01 pm yesterday. Of all the times for the power to go out… Later on we found out that a squirrel is the one whop caused the outage… Fuckin animals.

Andrew